Simple

Nobody knew that he was swooned by a creep. That horrid freak who is a fragment of his tainted youth. Years passed and everything became uneventful, coldness drifted between them.

He felt a surging guilt for the things he did. Regrets, he never noticed. Perhaps he was too superficial to notice everything.

And now he writes because of idiocy.

I have to write this in interchanging languages so forgive me…

Putangina! I feel so sad. Do you know the feeling when everything is not worth it after all? Hindi ko naman talaga ginusto itong kursong to, napilitan lang naman ako dahil sa pera. No estoy seguro si seria feliz. Para sa akin ba to?

Adding up to the crappy things I’m feeling right now is the people I have to bear with for 5 years. I mean, I feel like they’re using me for some sort, I may not even consider them as friends. Heck, their belief systems are different from mine. They’re close-minded and most of the time I feel like out of place but I have to put up an understanding face.

Hindi ko alam. Espero que pueda ser mejor. He de aguantar todas estas cosas… Sea fuerte! 

strangerthanchelsea:

My heart welled up with a profound sense of joy when a little girl walked hand in hand with her daddy and rode the jeep I was riding on. The little girl smiled and waved at everyone. For a while the commuters forgot the traffic build-up and smiled back at her. She has Down Syndrome.

The conformist world made her a forsaken gypsy. Wandering through the filth, her work was never done. The clashing of the metals enticed her to continue the inevitable destiny. The redolence of the ambiance mixed with her toiling. The gods disagreed and everything went wrong—her vulnerability floated in the eyes of the callous society.

They threw me in the middle of nowhere
I wanted to flee but everything’s a labyrinth
Corners can’t be seen
Grains of perfection were found
Too regale but dull
My feet were wronged
To step on this tyrant 

The last few words we had were forgettable. Your face could have launched a thousand ships more than Cleopatra. A radiant smile that could have vanished all melancholies. A straightforward demeanor that could have charmed everyone. I was lucky to be with you for a shared period of time.

Tomorrow, another trace of your existence will be gone forever. Wish you were still here.

Aim high but don’t sting
The light is a temptation
When you flap your wings 

I never wanted to suffice their insatiable needs. To travel the same route is an involuntary force I have to put up for the euphoria in a matter of minutes. I hold the contrast of these insignificant creatures where my ups and downs are vital to their tainted lives. I can never see why my repetitions are their gain to rid the despair when in reality, I am just a pretentious and useless giant towering many.